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Name: court.
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Birthday: 6/4/1986
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

new xanga.
this one reminds me too much of eli...

for the full story, read the first entry on the new one. 
i'm sorry to do this.  but now there won't be need to do this again.
my problem is that i choose names that mean something close to me, then, when there's trouble in the things the names relate to...you know.

so this name doesn't relate to anything but me. 
courtneydisaster

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Saturday, May 15, 2004

<---we slept together.
Currently Reading
In Me Own Words: The Autobiography of Bigfoot
By Graham Roumieu
see related

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Friday, May 14, 2004

yesterday was the last day of school.

i cried, but only as i was walking away from it all.

i faced everything ok.

stayed after school a while, and filmed the 'kinsey and courtney jewish show' (inside joke from WAY back in freshmen year) 

signed yearbooks.  frantically.  with no time to mourn.

hugs, hugs, hugs.

1st and 2nd period exam this morning.  kobeck let us leave early. 

and now, my high school career is officially over.

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

so in english today the teacher gave us each a candle to "pass the light on" and a seashell because we "reached the shore."  it was actually sweet.  in the beginning of the year she told us this story about how we were in the water, and the weather was bad, and there was nothing around, and then all of a sudden we saw a lighthouse...then she ended it and gave us a popsicle stick and said it was our ore.  and then the shell symbolizes that we finally reached the shore.

i'm exempt from all but 2 exams, which is amazing, because i missed 9 days, and once you hit 9, it's guaranteed that you have to take all your exams.  but somehow...some teachers missed a day...some adjusting going on?  my government teacher told me if i could get my guidance counselor to excuse an absence i'd be exempt, and i did that, but that doesn't explain the others, especially english.  i got a B in english EVERY 6 weeks, which means i could only miss 6 days...so i must have gotten a pretty high A this 6 weeks to make my year average an A.  actually, everyone in my class is exempt, so, maybe, since i would probably have been the only person to have to take it, she might have...adjusted it so she wouldn't even have to write the exam, and so i wouldn't be all alone on exam day.  fine with me.

tomorrow a bunch of us are meeting at waffle house for our ::sniff, sniff:: last day of school.  yearbooks tomorrow, too.  ON OUR LAST DAY.  we aren't going to have any time to get them signed.  friday's my official last day, because i have 1st and 2nd period exams.  then graduation in a week.  ::gulp::

please, don't let me cry. 
it really can't be goodbye.
just a step forward.

that ^ was a haiku.  i was only going to write "please don't let me cry" because i was talking about graduation, but then i just took off and wrote it.

i also wrote one about  my  AC in my car last night.  i didn't write it down though, and i don't remember it, but it was something about how it was a different smell coming through.  but then poetic.

this was a semi-long entry.

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Monday, May 10, 2004

eli's back in town.  (eli, my previous crush.  you know, the hot mexican who ran away from home a couple months ago, the one i was supposed to go to prom with).

and i wonder if i even care to see him.  his sister said he misses me.  gave me his phone number.  i didn't call him.  i don't know if i can ever see him without it making me sad.  he doesn't want me to like him.  he doesn't want to get together.  in case he breaks my heart.  well, we weren't even together and he broke my heart when he left.  besides, i think i like someone else....

so how did blink 182 get robert smith of the cure to sing on their album?

he seems so inaccessible.  to me at least.  of course.  mindlessnonsensicalchattering.  streamofconsciousness.  that's all.

had an interview at media play.  have another one tomorrow.  i probably have the job because nicole quit. 

bought 3 books:
1. in me own words (the autobiography of bigfoot)  -special ordered, actually.
2. charlie and the chocolate factory by roald dahl.  (read it a dozen times, never actually owned a copy)
3. the umbrella man by roald dahl.

i probably need to grow up. 

i wanted to buy this boy's life (book or movie) but i couldn't afford it. 

and i'm using mozilla and i can't underline without going to edit HTML and putting the code, so the titles aren't underlined, sorry.

9 days til graduation.  cragee.


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